Matt

hey

Sat, 01 Mar 2003 07:25:32 GMT

welp, me and jill celebrated our 6 month it was very sweet we went to see old school which was very fuckin funny, will ferral is da man, after that we went to block buster and rented some flicks, and ordered a pizza, im happy i love her, ummm i guess we are playing the 22nd of march at the music station with 4 point restraint and 22 even, and then april 11th at the corktown tavern im not sure with who ask chris he prolly knows, and also we are playing april 7th at the magic stick which should be off the hook, we dont have a name yet but we will figure something out. tomorrow we are supposed to record some shit and i dont know how thats gonna go hopefully good cause yeh i want it to sound good hehe, ummm OH YEH i got a new goddamn car... a 93 ford probe, its black and its got style hah, but its real nice i like it it cost me fricken 2000 bucks though but hopefully it will serve me good, anyway i can hang out now!!!!!!!! woop woop, ahh i am tired and me and jill are gonna watch boondock saints now... great movie rent it and love it peace out fools

hey

Mon, 24 Feb 2003 02:46:41 GMT

ok so shannon once again i love you, she once again fixed my livejournal background. its pretty damn sweet if ya ask me. so ive been doing nothing but drinking workin and hanging out with jill, wednesday is our anniversary, "6 months" and its gonna be a good day, yesterday was mike bernats 21st birthday party... wooo let me tell ya it was off the heeeeezy fosheeeezy, happy birthday mike, everyone was trashed and having a great time... powerhouse was there and he was REAL cool, all in all it was great fun... i guess we have three shows booked coming up like at the corktown tavern and the music station, as of right now we are still working on a name, shit is goin good if we can practice more than once a month and pump out shit we will be golden, but i will keep yall posted on our shows and shit and you guys will be at our shows when they happen, we are gonna try and get some shows at the magic stick too hopefully we can cause i love that place in fact everyone should be there tomorrow night cause the Queers are playing and ive been waiting forever to see them it will be goddamn great!!! im out of here though later DUDES!!!!!!!!!!!!

wow

Mon, 17 Feb 2003 03:29:31 GMT

you see that last entry? im retarded.

WOW!

Mon, 17 Feb 2003 03:24:49 GMT

HEY ITS ME

IM BACK!

its been so long since i updated this thing, but its all shannons fault cause her stupid yahoo hosting crap, heheh just kidding sha NAY NAY. anyhow if you didnt know i am with jill cook and we are happy as a pig in shit! which is really happy!!!! im not gonna type to much today, just wanted to update cause its been like 386462549 and a half years so ill update again let people know whats up with a true g like me! peace im out

WOW!

Mon, 17 Feb 2003 03:24:47 GMT

HEY ITS ME

IM BACK!

its been so long since i updated this thing, but its all shannons fault cause her stupid yahoo hosting crap, heheh just kidding sha NAY NAY. anyhow if you didnt know i am with jill cook and we are happy as a pig in shit! which is really happy!!!! im not gonna type to much today, just wanted to update cause its been like 386462549 and a half years so ill update again let people know whats up with a true g like me! peace im out

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Sun, 13 Oct 2002 01:14:19 GMT

ok well after my last entry i guess i made someone pretty mad at me cause it said something about how cool jill is... by the way.. SHE DOESNT ROLL like on ecstacy you smart guys, i meant like rock and roll.... she doesnt roll ok can i clear that up... and so now i guess im also a dick cause shannon fixed my livejournal and i told someone to go look at it and from what i hear she thought i wanted her to see my entry about how cool jill is and she thought i was trying to rub it in her face so my friends all thinki am a dick... and kat hates me but you know i think it is really stupid if she is gonna hate me for thinking someone else is cool then thats fine... thanks for my hoody back, that really made me feel good to get that, it made me feel really good when the only words said to me were "here you go" all because a big misunderstanding... fuck it if you want to hate me hate me, you have no reason and if you do, if i did something so bad to make you hate me im sorry...

im sick and it sucks...`

WHERE HAVE I BEEN!?

Mon, 07 Oct 2002 04:11:26 GMT

well its been forever since i updated this but my thing was all messed up anyway and now it is totally kick ass thanks to shannon!!!!!!!!!!1 everyone say thanks to her in her livejournal (bequietanddrive) if you didnt know. ummm the band is doing pretty good we have gained a bassiest mike is just gonna sing from now on, but ricky wingle tha man is playing bass for us now and its gonna be sweet, we have to practice in gabes basement now though cause last practice we got shutdown bye the FUCKING FUZZ, i should of been like "BOOK EM DANN-O~!" heh umm yeh. nothing really happening with me, i still got the sweet chops i gotta dye them black, ummm OH YEH I TURNED 20 YEARS OLD last sunday... the 29th, it was pretty sweet.. thanks to everyone who wished me a happy birthday.... umm yeh uhh ive been working, it sucks but im gonna get all buff and shit wait and see, umm im hungry and i want to eat wendys i never liked wendys till i started hangin out with gabe and kenny... oh yeh speaking of kenny HAPPY YEAR AND A HALF TO HIM AND KYLE! love birds.... umm yeh jill is quiet the kick ass lady.... she rocks... and belive it or not she rolls too, i mean what more could ya want? a rocker and a roller?! a duh
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umm yeh thanks again to shannon MAD PROPS bye bye
~matt~

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Fri, 13 Sep 2002 06:14:20 GMT

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hey

Mon, 09 Sep 2002 09:00:14 GMT

well i havent updated ina really long time... twell you the truth i dont even really feel like doing it now but here goes, if you guys read this you will remeber that when me and kat were together i was writing like a happy little song thing like everyday, well since we have ended things i have been really down and drinking ALOT, but drinking is cool cause i like it. but its just like i have been lonely as hell and its like everytime i think a girl might like me... fuck they stop talking or something but halei, i like her, and we have hung out quite a few times and everytime its great just to be with her but it seems like everytime its me her and my friends she is bored and doesnt want to be there, and i just dont know whats up with her i mean... we are friends and that is awesome but i was kinda hoping to take it further, but that isnt gonna happen, cause she is "not sure what she wants" anyway i think ill just stop trying, i mean i callher everyday and if not she calls me but its just like i need a person to be more than friends, i look at her and just smile, and then i kinda lock myself away sitting in the corner thinking when will stop feeling like shit day after day, i honestly thought something would happen between us but i guess, it was just myself jumping ahead of things, i always fuck shit up anyway, if we got together i would probably end up hurting her somehow, thats like my forte. then there is kathryn, i thought we were gonna end things on good terms and now everytime i see her she looks happy and beautiful and cheery, until she sees my face, im sorry... i dont know anymore i dont even know if im making sense.
let see umm thursday me and gabe go to the stick with kenny, gabes battery dies after a bunch of shit we finally have shawn meekins drive us home, we almost get beat up like twice, once by skin heads then by some huge homeless guy at a gas station and then he almost kills us driving home with his knees... why was he driving with his knees? cause he was smoking a fucking BOWL! haha oh well. friday... me gabe and his dad go to get his car spend all day trying to fix it we make some progress, but his shit was so corroded, at like 7 mike comes over to hang out... yeh thats right MIKE! halei comes over and we go to dennys, at dennys gabe said something that really pissed me off and made me feel like total shit... it was something along the lines of... "i hate when people just invite people to my house, and when they just hang out cause cause they can drink beer and make out with girls" or something along those lines and then he looks directly at me when saying it. ok i usually dont just invite people over i have and im sorry its not cool, but i dont stay at gabes house just to drink beer cause his dad isnt home and to make out with girls... i hope he was joking but it doesnt matter, i mean i only stay there to a) hang out with him, b) cause he lives in licoln park and im in rockwood and thats quite the far drive, i do toss him gas money alot, and gabe if you dont want to hang out or pick me up say so its not like ill die if im not at your house, like i feel like im imposing sometimes when you hang out with jackie and im there i dont know man it just sucks cause once again im all depressed and everylittle thing is bothering, and now gabes prolly gonna think im pissed at him or something but im not...i love the kid, anyway i dont know my birthday is coming up september 29th, and i hope i get my acoustic electric, it would be totally awesome, if not oh well. my friend steve, who is gonna be doing my sleeve, said he could hook me up cheap for my tattoo that i want to get for my birth day. i am getting an old school microphone, like elvis stiyle on the inside of my left upper arm with some orange and blue and purple behind it, and above it it is gonna say... "you could slit my throat..." i think it will be sweet, i love tattoos, ummm i dont really know.

so here i am again writing in this online journal, seems like im searching for sympothy,
but as i type all night, i pull my hair and i cant get the words out, so ill just go tobed and when i take off my shirt maybe it will fasten around my neck, and ill sleep eternally on the corner of my floor, but thats not what i want i just want to stop smiling upside down, i want jaws to hurt from smiling and my head to hurt from spinning, i want to shoot up herion again like i did that one night when we were just friends. i want so many things i cant have but mostly i just want to laugh.

Wed, 04 Sep 2002 07:23:40 GMT

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Sat, 31 Aug 2002 17:48:45 GMT

i walked up and down this same old street, like i always do clearing things away saying fuck it all, what am i doing, why does it feel like sometimes im all alone when my friends are surrounding me? as the day is wasted and night time draws nearer, i have but only two friends staying with me through the night... gabe and bud light, the occasional friends stop by and its great but what that friend that i tell everyone "i cant hang out today, today is OUR day together" where is that friend i buy gifts to make her happy, leave her surpirses to keep her knowing that im always thinking of her, and that girl i can lay with and tell her how happy i am and how much i love her... i love my friends so much with out them i would be a mess... i want to thank all my friends right now for being kick ass, and when im down they keep me alive thanks...

"the stars at night are big and bright"

ok guys

Wed, 28 Aug 2002 07:30:52 GMT

well... its been a little while since ive updated this so lets see... umm well ill just tell you how things are goin... ummmm lets see well.... i dont really remeber too much of what ive done cause the days have just passed so quick but i do remember saturday... well me chris and gabe stayed up till like 5 am friday night and we woke up at like 1130 on saturday cause we had to pack our shit up cause we were playing at le jive... so we did that and we got everything done around i dunno 2 ish and we had till about 630 before things started happening so we just hung out and killed time. gabe was at work at like 3 and around 4 or so me brad dane dave and chris went to southland, i called halei and ended up meeting her and jammie up there too. we also saw kevbo and chris.. me and brad played marvel vs capcom two he smoked my ass but it was fun thanks to ami for hooking us up too. well after that i met up with halei and jammie and walked around the mall with them for a tad... and halei let me wear her shirt... thanks alot man! any who we went back to le jive and people started coming.. there were alot more people there that i didnt know than that i did. kevin and dans band formorly known as "non chalante" was sweet they could definatly use practice but good non the less, and 13 off they were good too those guys are soo funny, when it was time for us to play i think we did pretty fucking good we had a lot of people, alot of energy and alot of laughs im glad all you guys came out and enjoyed it maybe youll come see us again, there were some people that were not there that i wish was but oh well. also i ended up stripping down to my boxers it was sweet, after the show a shit load of us went down to eureka coney island and ate chris was being a sweetheart to halei... yeh right they got into it a little chris was being an ass and it made me really mad. he is like that to every girl that is like close to me or gabe... he was mean to kat to the point where it made her mad and it made me mad too, he is like that to jackie too i mean he just takes it too far and doesnt know when to quit, anyway we went to gabes afterwards and it was alright there should of been more people but it was cool, kenny showed his social engineering skills off to a couple people and made it a pretty alright night hehe, i dont know though i mean it was really great being with halei and ill get into that in a sec, anyway sunday sucked i had to work and i kinda wanted to hang out with halei but she was hanging out with kenny and decided to go to bed so its cool i mean i know she was tired and so was i but i dont sleep anyway, yesterday(monday) i did nothing till about 5 when jeff gave me a ride to the mall and i gave kenny his money and hun out there till he got off work at ten then i went to gabes sat around and grilled up food and went home, today i worked and afterwards i hung out with halei at jackies house with gabe shannon allison and jamie, we went to Burger king and got some food we got shacted on our two tacos so we went back and got them they were kinda gross. ALSO ill end this paragraph with kat hates me... but you know what she doesnt even know anything all she knows is im a jack ass which i am but she hates me and thats that, im not gonna let it show though as much as it bugs me...ill get over it i guess.

ok so anyway, ummm i told halei how i felt and i dont know how that went but im really not sure, and like that past two days ive felt really down and all i really want to do is talk to her and its like i just feel like im just there to have someone to be bored with i dunno if that makes sense... but its like i feel weird around her like im not supposed to have anyfeelings about her, but man the girl is georgous and she cracks me up and she hangs out and she is my age(actually older) and its like seems so perfect, i always have a blast with her but i dont know im just gonna get hurt like always, but thats my fault i guess... i dont know if im even making sense im just like rambling...and i hate being lonely.

"sunset in the park"
you ever wanna hang out with one person all day, wanna hear their voice you dont care what they say? and the fact that they are there standing by your side, holding your hand, makes you warm all over inside, and how bout how they make you laugh, and smile, and you wonder if it only lasts a little while, but after they are gone you notice they're there, making you smile you can smell her on what you wear, and you say to yourself as you close lids, the night was great we were like kids, and when you wake up the day you hope for the same, thats what you do to me... you know your name

boom shakalaka

Tue, 20 Aug 2002 05:53:40 GMT

well kiddos... im still sunburned to shit but its ok... well today at like 2 i woke up and called halei cause we were supposed to do something today, and i told her i had to take a shower and shit and go to the bank so i did that stuff and all. and came back and called her well we had a little miscommunication and ended up at two different places to meet each other but we got together anyway cause we rock like that and we said well what are we gonna do? so we decided to go to the movies... we also decided on goldmember but we had a little time to kill so we decided on taco bell, after we ate taco bell, we decided to go back to the theater and watch the movie... it was hilarious me and halei both decided on the fact that the movie was really good and funny, after that we decided to go to flat rock and get her cousin who walked to huroc park and we went back to her house and she was cool, she gave halei this bendable squidward, we decided it was cool, after that we went to ummm walk around bishop park, it was nice we spun around on the merry go round YAY we decided to stop cause it was hurting our stomachs. then we went to dairy queen i saw nate peck he is a cool guy, halei buaght me an ice cream cone we decided that was a nice gesture, then we went to her house and i met her parents and sister they were all cool we rolled up 101 dollars worth of change while we watched the rest of dude wheres my car with her parents, then jammie came over and we decided to go to riverview playscape and hang out for a little jammie decided she was hungry so we went to the truck stop, i decided on a sald and water and jammie decided on some weird mexican salad, halei didnt get anything... i guess she couldnt decide. for about ahalf hour though jammie and halei talked on the phone to this guy from las vegas it was boring but oh well... then we decided to leave and she dropped me off... i had a awesome time hanging out with halei and jammie... i hope to do it again... halei really rocks and she is a blast to be with... i wish something more could happen between us but it probably wont but anyway im off to smoke a Square and ive deicded to go to bed...
P.S. like how i used "decided" like 14 or 15 times hahah i did it on PURPOSE!!!!!

warped+me=FUN: sun + me = BURN!

Mon, 19 Aug 2002 04:33:39 GMT

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ok so today was warped and last night i drank alot so i was feeling too good but then i got better but anyway... it was sunnny and hot as hell my face and arms are burnt to shit, but on with the bands.... guttermouth FUCKING INCREDIBLE ummm i watched so many bandsumm goldfinger damn dude... reel big fish.... GODAMN DUDE, ummm something corporate was good i didnt watch all their set but they had some energy man... ummm the deviates rockewd the house in, NFG... HAHAHAH yeh right... good chralotte was horrible alkaline trio i didnt watch but i listened to them and they still were not great music sounded good but im not a fan so eh... hot chicks like whoa...ummm pop and water yeh that was bull shit they only had one like stand thingy it sucked ummm saw lots of people i know but i think the best part was watching mustard plug i love them guys and this was sweet they had them playing in this little ass tent and me and kase go and i jump into the pit right after like two songs the X-MEN! jump up and are like you guys have to back out of the tent so after like 5 minutes noone budges dave kirchinger or what ever his last name is from MP starts yelling "mustard plug" and everyone goes crazy and yells and shit then they start playing again cause people backed off well they start playing throw a bomb right away and the crowd explodes next thing you know they are unplugged man word has it they are banned from warped tour!!!!
fucking sweet
hometowns pride baby anyway also today was like MATT'S EX GIRLFRIEND REUNION....on the way in it was amber and dayna and tina and ami... then saw kathryn and hung out with her for a lot of the time which was awesome as hell... anyway i saw alot of people i knew MELISSA was there she is so funny anyway im tired and sore im off to bed!

well

Thu, 15 Aug 2002 05:59:22 GMT

well guys its been a while and nothing really too spectacular happend...umm let see, me and kat are no longer together but i guess we decided it was for the best anyway and we ended it on good terms which im so glad that it ended like that it ending sucks bad but it happens. tonight was taking back sunday and it was incredible...
well... here halei called me like a week ago or so asking if i was going to TBS and i said yeh and she wanted to go with us and i said i dont know cause at the time it was a full ride and i guess the way i said it sounded like i didnt want her to go... but i did i mean she is cool as hell why wouldnt i. then today i totally forgot to call her and let her know if she could go with us or not and when i called her it was an hour before the show and like the show was sold out anyway but we werent sure so we were gonna take her but she wouldnt of gotten her ticket in time and shit so i told her we were just gonna go... which once again i guess turned out to sound like an asshole again... so she asked me to get her a cd and like a pin, so i did, and i went and opened her cd and got adam, the lead singer of tbs, and ed the guitarist and their drummer mark i think his name is to sign it and i looked all over for the other two and couldnt find them so i was like this will do.(i also bought my self three pins and a trucker tbs hat its titties) well after the show i called her up and told her to go to dennys, when we got there i tok her to gabes car to give her her shit, and i showed her the pin then the cd... i showed her the insert and she got happy and i felt like a nice guy then she asked how much she owed me and i said dont worry about it and i felt like a nicer guy then she told me she wrote bad shit about me in her journal and i felt like shit but halei IM SORRY... anyway i dont think she hates me anymore... which is cool... umm everyone needs to go to our show its august 24th its a saturday it starts at 630 first band is at 7.. it will be us(something more serious) 13 off, and NONchalante and one more tba. umm its 5 bones but it is definatly gonna rock so be there please show some support. umm we have like a bunch of songs too it will definatly be titties and umm thats all for now./.. take it easy guys
~matt~

HEY

Fri, 09 Aug 2002 05:11:04 GMT

well ill bet you guys will never guess what im doin or where i am.... IF YO GUESSED DRINKING BREW AT GABES HOUSE!!! your correct ive been sober twice since last tuesday but anyway i miss kathryn i miss her so.... but you know what chris... i will marry you.. infact fuck kat she means not as much as you i wanna have your baby.... any way yeh my brothers wedding i was talking about but had to leave.. when i saw his wife come out of the doors in her dress i seriously almost cried i was holding back tears i thought wow my brother is happy and his wife is beautiful and i kept trying to picture myself on my wedding day and how happy i would be and i thought man how is my brother holding up i would be smiling so big and almost in tears you know then i thought well he probably actually is... but it was seriously a great day i felt so happy for him... anyway umm i havent got my phone turned off yet cause my bro forgot to do it and he is on his honeymoon in fucking niagra falls where he proposed to hear... hes the man... so if you wanna call me go right a head... anyway we gotta show august 17 at i think its called the music cafe in wyandotte as of right now all i know is that bedford drive is playing too but my friend melanie is the like organizer so ill talk to her sometime soon and clue you guys in on exact shit/.//anyway me and gabe have fucking been grilling shit for like the past week... and its been titties everynight,... umm i dont know what to say othertthan kathryn i miss you and also JAMMIE IF YOU SEE THIS I JUST WANT TO SAY HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY I HOPE IT ROCKED AND IM SORRY I HAVENT TOLD YTOU THIS YET. me and gabe went to less than jake and it was amazing then nest wednesday i got to go to taking back sunday and then sunday is warped tour but saturday is our show so i hope alot of you come see us play PLEEEEEEEAAAAAAASSSSSSEEEE!
LOVE MATTHEW

where's Kat?

Thu, 08 Aug 2002 18:51:56 GMT

well hey its been a long time since i have updated and i dont really feel like typing alot. but i probably will anyway, umm ive been hangin out with gabe like everyday and its really col that he has picked me up almost everytime, weve been drinking some brew and grilling. umm my brothers wedding was great. except there wasnt any alcohol but that was tookin care of. yeh but im out of here for now i might update later and tell more to yall niggys

hey

Sat, 03 Aug 2002 09:19:57 GMT

well my brothers wedding is tomorrow im happy that he is happy... i dont think todays journal; will be too long im a little woozy right now but anyway... i was in a great mood.. i saw kyle today she has been in toronto im glad she is back cause she makes me laugh she is a funny girl but also i hung outm with kat today... also we practiced which was sweet cause we wropte yet another new song it is pretty sweet butr its gonna need alot of work... but i was happy till about five minutes ago when i read kathryns live journal entry for today... it made me so fucking sad i wanna tear my eyes out for reading it... kat... if you did something like that... you know how many people you would hurt and if you think noone would notice your wrong but i justn want to say im sorry cause obviously im not making you happy.. and you told me there was nothing i could do.. ive told you once ill tell you againb a smile on your face for 1 minutes makes me happy for the whole day.. amnd i know i saw you smile today but it feels like your not happy with me i dont know what to do... i care too much for you to just let you be sad i mean i know i get that way and i know you do too every now and again but if your comptemplating suicide man i dont even im falloing for you fast and every day i see you is more joy i get out of my life and i wish i could make you feel that way...

hey

Sat, 03 Aug 2002 09:19:55 GMT

your as suttle as a brick to the small of my back

Wed, 31 Jul 2002 09:06:33 GMT

yeh so hey... guess what everyone? IM STILL FUCKING SICK! me and kat came up with the reasoning though... she was sick...we kissed, then i got sick and she was better, then while i was sick we kissed and now she is sick again too! WE ARE FUCKED FOR EVER! heh anyway well lets see me and kat DID hang out monday i woke up like i was supposed to just 1 minute later exactly, anywho i gotz the bear mobile right, and we are on 75 south and the shit like exploded and kathryn and me both died its really sad actually. oh shit i mean well we didnt really die! well i thought it ran out of gas but i was sure there was enough so we were on the side of 75 and i called good ole craigy he came and we went to my house and got one of those BRIGHT RED THINGYS to put gas in and put some into chris tank... still nothing it sucked. so craigers to me and kat back to my hizzy and we started watching "GO" god that movie is great, anyway my dad comes in and like yelled at me for laying in bed with her.. im like DAD YOU AND MOM SLEEP IN THE SAME BED EVERYNIGHT we are just watching a movie and that was it. then me and kathyrn made SAAWEEEET love god she can really be crazy... (ok so im lieing) we went back to watching the movie no sex...heh and chris called me and i explained the situation at hand and we got over to his vehicle and tried some shit and no luck.. so his mom had it towed....then after that we went back to my house (me and katryn) and finished go. then i had to take her home at around 5 so i took my dad MUSTANG and got her home... i love mustangs they are pretty like flowers, have you ever smelled flowers they smell good kinda like pizza... im so hungry, did you know hungry is a country, not like down south country but a foriegn country oh man im rambling again anyway it was cool hanging out with the gal alone. she is a cool KAT if ya know what im saying. afterwards i rented Shallow hal the whole first season of Mr Show and black hawk down. they are all pretty sweet, at like 1am chris tapped on my window and i went out side to see what he wanted and how he got here and he ws with shawn and Phils and he was like LETS GO so i put on my airwalks over my Taz socks...and went over. today i worked and after that i was at home bored and chris said he was goin to shawns so i sat around and called gabe and he picked me up after i dyed my hair and tooka shower we chilled at saras for like MAYBE halfhour then went to al and phils for at the most 7.3 minutes then picked up mark went to taco bell and back to gabes. i talked to kat YAY i mean jesus all she ever does is want to taLK to me... GET IT THROUGH YOR HEAD I DONT LIKE RED HEADS JEEEEEZ HE HE anyway... we practice tomorrow oh yeah i dont know if you all know this yet but our band name has been changed ONCE AGAIN... we are know called "something MORE serious" cool name.... oh yeah guess what.... heres my plans for august the 3rd: MY BROTHER DANIEL IS GETTING MARRIED AND IM THE BEST MAN!!! KAT IF YOU WANNA GO TO THE RECEPTION YA CAN HE SAID SO! 6TH: LESS THAN FUCKING JAKE. 7TH: OZZFEST HAHAHA YES.. ILL BE THERE. 14TH: YOU ALL KNOW ITS TBS AND BRAND NEW. 18TH: WARPED TOUR. and thats all i know for know i think i might go to the weakerthans on the first but probably not looking so good on that one, and we almost definatly might have a show at some new coffee place in wyandotte chris talked to some guy i guess. ummm oh yeah this week there is some bad news..... MY F-ING CELL PHONE GETS TURNED OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!! its ok cause ill save like a boat load of money... AND THATS ALOT> and like then when i get all good to go im gonna get a credit card and look into renting house or some shit that would rock...heheh anyway ummm if you guys want to call me on my cell phone ONE LAST TIME you better make it quick cause this offer is limited... anyway ive typed like a 18 page essay or something this thing is so long everyone come watch us practice like tomorrow or something cause we are more serious than before as a matter of fact you could say we are...

SOMETHING MORE SERIOUS!

stolen from KAT

Mon, 29 Jul 2002 07:19:21 GMT

Full Name- Matthew Wade Bruce
Nicknames- Bruce, Red, hey kid, stupid fuck, and umm retard
Age- 19
Birthday- september 29th 1982
Zodiac Sign- librya
Sex- male
Height- like 6'1 i think
Pets- cat and dog, but not a cat dog
Siblings-melanie, daniel, and erica
Parents- Terry and Teresa
Hobbies- guitar,AIM, writing and having fun
School- now? none, did go to Carlson though

~?*Favorites*?~

Color- blue
Food- pizza
Pop- root beer
Alcoholic drink- rolling rock, budweiser
Restaurant- umm shit ARBYS
Sport-Baseball
Movie- Requiem for a Dream, slc punk, go, and so many more
Place to go on vacation-vaction? cedar point
Town- THE ROCKS, nothing ever happens but you can always walk around and clear your head
Song-too many for now ill say shoulder to the wheel by STD, or great romances by TBS
Store- umm i dont really shop so ill say value world
Season- Summer
Cartoon- too many simpsons, adult swim, freakazoid, johnny bravo
Book- BOOK>? hahaha.. umm captain America!
Teacher- Mr. Pehote
Subject- video productions or speech and drama
Quote- the truth is you could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breathe I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt ~Taking Back Sunday
Holiday- christmas
Board Game- guess who
Card game-poker, war or speed
Disney Movie- umm aladin
Radio station- 91.5 monday nights plays punk rock from 12-2
TV channel- cartoon network
Emotion- ummm goofy
Magazine- the ones with "girls most embarassing moments" they are so funny
Number- 4
Letter of the alphabet- M
Memory- damn... i dont have one they are all pretty sweet

~?*Who*?~

Is the most important person in your life- ALL MY FRIENDS
Is your best friend- mike, chris and gabe
Do you cry to- my pillow
Cries to you- my sister
Do you get the most surveys from- some stupid girl i never talk to that went to school with me?
Do you go to for advice- gabe and chris, sometimes mike
Comes to you for advice- i dont know
Is your worst enemy- i dont know, my dad?
Do you look up to- taller people
Looks up to you- my sister
Knows you best- mike, but chris knows alot about me too too
Do you like to hang out with the most- i like to hang out with everyone
Is the craziest person you know- josh wilson, or hodge
Is the funniest person you know- goddamn i laugh way to much at all my friends so ill say all of my friends
Has the most blonde moments- ME!! seriosly
do you like- some girl... i think her name is Katryn
Do you want to marry- Larisa Olynik. or avril
Has the best hair- bensfield
Has the best personality- gabe
Do you want to be like- ive always wanted to be like that Matt bruce kid from rockwood
Has had the most influence on you- all the bands ive grown up listening to, or my brother

~?*Which one*?~

Lust or Love- love
Having a night alone with your man/woman or at a party- party with my girl there too is fun
Church or school- school
Messy or clean- clean...at least i try to be anyway
Computer or DVD- computer but its really close
CD's or DVD- cds
CD's or Radio- cds
Computer or Phone- computer
Flowers or Chocolates- CANDY!!!!!!!!
Bush or Gore- sounds like im choosing between what kind of movies to watch
Clinton or Gore- clinton, because he is easier to make fun of
Guy friend or girl friend- guys, i cant always be myself in front of girls i try to be "the nice guy" i cant just be all rude all the time
Kiss or Hug- kiss
Chocolate or Vanilla- chocolate
Children or no children- children
Blonde or brown hair on a guy/girl-brown
Blue eyes or brown eyes- blue
Slow dance or fast dance- i can cut a pretty mean rug
Clothes or no clothes- clothes
Thong or Bikini- ME? ina thong? i dont know but i was in a swimsuit magazine
Sunscreen or sun tan lotion- always thought they were the same thing
Ring or Bracelet- bracelet
Bracelet or necklace- bracelet
Necklace or anklet- necklace
Movie/TV- movie
Pen or pencil- pen
Day or night- night
Dark or light- dark
Shoes on or off- on
Long or short hair- short
Burger King or McDonald's- burger king, but micky D's gots the pimp chicken nuggets
Taco Bell or KFC- Taco bell... i dont really enjoy either too much
Britney or Christina- britney is WAY hotter. but avril takes them both
Nsync or BSB- HERMANO 5
Eminem or Dr.Dre- Eminem is the shit
Coke or Pepsi - Coke
Sprite or Mountain Dew- Mountain Dew
E-mail or Snail mail- i dont get either really so i guess snail
blue or green- blue
Black or white- black
Pink or purple - pink
Yellow or Orange - yellow

~?*When was the last time you*?~

Talked on the phone- before i went to dennys tonight
Talked online- 15 minutes ago
Said I love you- saturday night i think
Said Thank you- i say thank youa ll the time
Did something nice- Today
Read a book- its ben a while since i read any of my comics.
Read the Bible- you mean there are words in that thing? i just thought it was supposed to be all dusty and stuff
Went shopping- i dont shop
Exercised- HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Watched TV- everyday... some karate thing was on earlier
Prayed- umm well... PASS
Taken a shower- after work today
Helped a friend- umm i drove chris home it was his car, but thats nice
Went on a vacation- umm cedar point in may
Got mad- everyday i saw nelski
~?*Where*?~

Do you want to go to college at-specs howard, or HARVARD
Do you want to live- California
Do you want to go on vacation to- anywhere
Do you visit the most- cedar point? gabes dads
Do you want to go Heaven or Hell- which ever one has cable

~?*What*?~

Do you like to do- play guitar, listen to music, hang out with friends, go to shows
Friend is always there- mike and chris
Is the best vacation you have ever went on- I DUNNO!
Do you want to be when you grow up- rock star
Is the last thing you said to somebody- your a weirdo
Is the last thing that you heard- Chris Conelys voice singing shoulder to the wheel
Relative do you like most- daniel,
Would you like for your name to be-either Howie Feltersnatch, or Dick C. Normus
Is you favorite sport- baseball, didnt we already have this question?

~?*Have you.... in the last 24 hours*?~

Cried- nah
Sang- yeah... right me sing? hahah no way
Showered- yes
Gotten in trouble- nope
Cut you hair- no but i did the other day
Ate a meal- ehh not really i dont eat
Hugged someone- YES
Kissed someone- YES.. i hope she doesnt get sick again i warned her though
Said I love you- no
Made a new friend- YEH some ricky kid at gabes house
Talked online- right now actually
talked on the phone- yes
Checked your e-mail- yes
Gone bowling- maybe tomorrow
Got in a fight- sure

~?*Have you ever*?~

Been Drunk-not in almost three weeks
Been so drunk you passed out-yeh
Gotten high- yeh
Had an imaginary friend-who didnt... KATS A LIAR
Cried during a movie- umm i think i did once
Gotten in a car accident-yes.. it sucks
Liked someone so much you cried- yes...wait cried over em? yeh
Cussed when your parents were around-hah yeh
Sung in front of the mirror- EVERY DAY! no seriously like naked too wheni get out of the shower
Sung in public- yes, im in a band, doi?
Spent more than an hour on your hair- yeah...when i had a mohawk one time it took forever
Sleep Walked- not that I know of
Talked in your sleep- I'm sure I have
Gone Caroling- No
Watched a scary movie and not been able to sleep that night- no
Told someone you loved them and not meant it- yes
Told someone you loved them and meant it- yes
Been to a dance- yes
Stayed up all night- every night
Had sex- yeh

~?*Movies*?~

What is the funniest movie you have ever seen- god man i laugh at everything,
What is the scariest movie you have ever seen- freddy is pretty rough
What is the most romantic movie you have ever seen- romeo and juliet!
What is the best movie you have ever seen- Requiem for a Dream
What movie has made you cry the most- OLD YELLER.
No matter how many times you see it what movie always makes you cry- Land before time
No matter how many times you see it what movie always makes you laugh- Saving silverman

~?*If you were stranded on a desert island*?~

Who would you take- gabe
What 3 items would you take- Smokes, unlimited matches and guitar
Which island would you want to be stranded on- the island of naked girlies
Would you kill an animal for food- well yeah
Would you enjoy it- it would make me feel like a man
Would you panic or relax- both

~?*Would you ever*?~

Jump out a plane- well if I had a parachute
Go bungee jumping- ONE DAY I WILL
Go skydiving- hell yeah!!
Jump off of a bridge- definetly
Kiss your best friend- i think i have before
Drink- i have
Get high- have
Gamble- have
Fly a plane- no i was with my brother and he flew and it was scary... but a major rush
Kill someone- i can see me doing it
Kill yourself- not ina million years
Stick up for a friend- If they are my friend you gauren F-ing TEE
Go to a foreign country- been there done that
Smile at your enemy- i think blowing kisses is more effective
Throw a party- been there done that

ehh

Mon, 29 Jul 2002 06:18:43 GMT

well...umm im sick as fuck... we partied over joshes house friday and saturday and i feel pretty bad cause he called me today to ask me to help him take back bottles and i didnt go i feel like an ass i could of gone i had plenty of time to help and plus i was supposed to call him later but i forgot so josh if you read this im really sorry bud... anyway i guess kathryn DOESNT hate me which is a plus avery big plus i just want to make her happy and i dont think ive been doina good job of it in the past week... so in the future ill do what i can we are gonna watch movies here tomorrow she thinks i wont wake up but I WILL DAMNIT. umm anyway im just gonna write another song and hen im gonna steal one of those survey thingys from kat!

im on the floor for you... im on my knees its true, im turning blue becuase of you, my heart beats so fast, and my head spins whenn i hear your voice i get so nervous that you wont answer, that i wont hear you say hello, but ill be fine and talk to you another time and hear you say hi, how was your day, mine was fine its good to see you, good to hold you can i walk with you can i talk to you ill say what you want me to hear ill listen to you my dear, as long as your by my side i have no fear, other than the fact that youll be gone sometime, lets not make that anytime soon, and ill make you smile for the rest of the day, just to see you wearing that will make me feel ok, to hear you say hello is so much better than goodbye, goodbyes seem so long, but not as long as the time before the next hello.

wtf?

Sat, 27 Jul 2002 04:35:17 GMT

well... today we practiced... it was sop fucking good dude... mike played and we wrote yet another new song and its TIZIGHT! but on another note sara was over gabes when we practiced and i guess ended up doin acid... well i was really mad at her cause it was stupid but i cant do anything about it. anywho... now i feel like total shit... lemme tell ya why, i was supposed to hang out with kathryn today and when i ended up getting ahold of her earlier i told her ild call her and when i did it was like 11 and she lives like 20-25 minutes away... well by the time i got there it would be almost 1130 and when we got back to joshes it would be 12 ish, and she like has to be home at 1230 which meant we would have to leave almost right when we got there so i didnt get her, and she was already pissed about sara, and pissed at me for not telling her, and i feel like an ass, when we were done talking i said bye and she just hung up, now i guess she is hanging out with ricky... so i dunno i wanted to see her so bad, but i mean what can i do... i am so sorry kathryn and i wish i could make it better but i dont know what i can do to help so if you want to talk to me call me, if not thats fine... now i have this problem of being an ass and a piece of shit so i might have to go drink or something, i dunno maybe not probably not but im off man...

the daylight fades and night time shines, but when i think of it now they were wasted times, and if i could make others realize how much fun it is but how much waste it is i would, if i could kill the time i had i wouldnt, but todays a different day and time and there are no more lines, proud to have something in my life to make me happy now, can i make her happy to so far i thought i was , so here i cry, my face is dry, inside im dying, inside im crying, i wish there was more that i could do... until i know ill just think of you and tell my self how lucky i am tonight, theres no light, tonight, i hope you do alright, im gone, and ill say hello when i here your voice as i cringe in joy knowing you care, wishing you were here.

wtf?

Sat, 27 Jul 2002 04:35:01 GMT